~ muackzzz muackzzz ~

I swear, one day my tongue will swim in your mouth.

~ To you ~

Baby,

You want toy. No matter how many you have, you always ask for more. You will play with it, but after awhile you will get used to it and become less enthusiastic. I then give you a new toy, but after a couple of days you will get accustomed and look for new toy.

Its our nature, we will never satisfied with what we have now and we cant change it. Is it bad?

No more toy for you !!!

~ Oh no ~

Am I supposed to be happy for her?




I am just a friend

~ What choices do you have? ~

Life is full of decisions. But I am afraid of making decision, and fear making mistakes.

My friends always tell me, try to think calmly and rationally. Don't take your decision too seriously. (very difficult to me)

I know I have to learn. Learn to accept mistakes, learn to accept total responsibility for my decisions and learn to trust my gut.

Help me my friends. Dont give me more than two choices. >_<

~ Apathetic 2009 ~

Help me !!

I cant sleep, sometimes I sleep too much
Nothing interest me, I feel hopeless and helpless
I lost my appetite, but I cant stop eating
I have thoughts that life is not worth living

I hope 2010 will not be the same

~ Roulette, BlackJack, Baccarat.. ~

Finally, 21 !!
Many of my cb friends tried to penetrate my thought
Telling me how fun is roulette, banker/player, baccarat >_<

My friend said to me
Gambling needs an analytical mind, dont be intuitive, not to be emotional. You must a person of strong visual, auditory and tactile. Else, you will be addicted and dazed with it.

I asked
Isnt gambling involve head bashing calculation of probabilities?

Nah.. Sweets are more than enough =.=''

Ooo.. Dun worry
I am going to enter casino soon!!
With lollipops and Mentos (hope guai zaisss love peppermint)

~ A Family is this... ~

Family, where love is shown, sorrow is shared. Needless to say, family relationships always come first and it sounds pretty much like common sense. But it doesnt always work that way .

I questioned myself.

What did I do for my family?
Have I taken my responsibility?
Did I apologize?
Am I honest?

Sadly, no no no no!! I never do anything for my family.
If I can see and feel inside my family, I will never do that.
Sorry for having everything but giving nothing.