~ Lost ~

I am the extremely LOST one!!

Lost in mind
Lost in soul
Lost in life
Lost in though
Lost in the heart beats

Regrettable memories envenom and engulf me
Letting me living with trivial dreams and isolated soul

Attempting to figure out
Looking for something to be happy about
After altering my perception
I discovered that
ISOLATION IS ESSENTIAL~~

~ Imagine ~

Day by day
The only thing left to do is hope and pray

I pray for strength to go ahead
I plead for the courage to be brave

Imagine the price
Imagine the sacrifice
Imagine the pride
Imagine the gripe

Studying for surviving
Surviving for studying
I am still waiting
The sun smile beckoning

~ 2 Oct 2007 ~

Nineteen years from today
I came from my mother's belly
Uttering lamentation
With an uncertain sorrow

With a fiery heart, holy wings
I try to fly towards the zenith
Yet undeceived
Life is an unthinkable long way

Tearing off calendar months
Page by page
Inevasible, with reluctance
Time left without traces

Today
Thinking about the memories
Passing years can never mar
Experiences great and small
That have made us who we are

Future is full of wistful and unfathomable
As i grow older
I perceive to enjoy the winter
Rather than waiting for the summer

~ Insupportable anguish ~

Suddenly, Dreadfully, I wake up

What has happened??

A mocking light

A sarcastic smile

Is approaching

The examination failed me

Albert Einstein laughed at me

Fifty five marks

Making me a paranoid

A perfect IDIOT!!

Numbers and figures with no solution

I couldn’t solve any equation

Kirchoff’s Law, Fleming Law, Dynamo

Putting me in the maze of imagination

On who I am and what I will become

~ Agony, Desperation, Bewildered and Faith ~

I have arrived

To this merciless reality

I am sad with despairing awfulness

I behold my faith

Trembling before that unhallowed alter

Life, why are you keep rushing others?

I am wondering

Once I left the world

Who will attend my funeral?

~ 看见自己 ~

很多时候，人不是故意要做出某些恶行恶状，他只是不知道自己这样做是什么样子，苦于不知自而已。

我一直很好奇，进化论为什么没有使人的眼睛分开生长，一个看外面，一个看自己呢？人的两只眼睛专门看别人，如果没有镜子，人是无法知道自己长什么样子的。镜子，是人类最重要的发明，你说是不是？

终究说来，影子的存在使人有了后怕。常言“身正不怕影子斜”，就是很好的反证。然而，也正是影子的存在，才使人有了立体感。使人的存在有了面上的延伸，点上的深化，时间上的跨度。

人非圣贤，孰能无过？做人偶尔犯点小错，存在一些缺点，遗憾都是在正常不过的，做事也一样。比如在领袖，同事或朋友身边，说错了一两句话，认错了人等等。

做人要有立体感，要有底线，才能出线，直到出类拔萃。

做一个人，不仅要让人看到正面，还要让人看到背面和横截面。

一个人想要永不出错，没有黑点，除非他一直不做事，这好比“在太阳下躺着”。

“水至清则无鱼，人至察则无徒。”极力掩饰自己的缺点大可不必，挖空心思掩饰自己，填埋遗憾也大可不必。人有阴影才有立体感。

~ Two Thumbs Up ~

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